Tuesday, August 4, 2009

The move

The move is...almost over! We have the boxes and furniture in the house, now it's just getting it all unpacked and in it's new home. The kitchen is done, the living room started, the bedroom and office areas started. I had to go back to work for a couple of days and came home too tired to think about doing anymore. But now I have 3 days off so I plan to use them to finish up and get boxes out of our living areas!

The move was a good one, but I've been moving soo much recently that it just kind of hurts. I think back to all the other moves, all the reasons for those moves, all the frustrations my life has brought. Add to those feelings the stress of moving and....I broke down completely at one point. Just cried and cried and couldn't stop. I hate doing that. I was thankful that Pat wasn't around to see me. I didn't want to explain why I was crying over all these past experiences that are done and over, but still just haunt me. I'm sure he'd have understood, but sometimes I worry that my past will hurt my present or future. :(

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